Currently trying to line up lots of naughty play. It's all very exciting.
Browsing the profiles of all the beautiful naked people. I love the thrill of sending out a message and waiting to see if you get a reply. I like that I still get excited and nervous, still get a buzz. The second it gets boring is the day I stop swinging. So far it's very probable for at least a foursome on the cards with a beautiful, fit couple. Possibly a small-ish party. And a guaranteed MMF threesome. I'm a lucky girly!
My previous experience of smaller playing have been amazing. My first being the very best, being squirted on three times, made to squirt everywhere and then taking two cocks in my pussy was actually heaven!
On that note I'm going to bed. Anyone in London who may be interested in joining fun then let me know!
;)
DD xXx
Friday, 8 June 2012
Wednesday, 6 June 2012
My First Anal
As a teen the impression I'd always been given from friends and porn was that anal was filthy and taboo. I happen to like filthy and taboo, but most guys I encountered didn't ;) I'd fooled around with one guy asking him to finger my arse while I was on top of him riding his cock. Hearing my 18yo self asking him to do that seemingly drove him wild and up until a year or so ago that was the best night of sex I'd ever had. I finally let go of some of my inhibitions and took control of my pleasure, asking him to play with my arse while I rode him and rubbed my clit to huge orgasm at least 3 or 4 times.
The very first conversation I had with H I was pretty explicitly clear on my opinion on anal, "I enjoy anal play, I don't care if that makes me a slut", a line he still likes to throw back at me to tease and watch me blush every so often! The first time we met I told him I'd never done full anal but really wanted to, so we started the process of building up.
I was bent over the bed, feet stood on the floor with him stood behind me. Legs spread I suddenly felt cold lube on my arse while he was finger fucking my pussy. He told me he was going to put the beads in and my heart quickened while I tried to relax to take them. I felt them slide in and was groaning in enjoyment, he asked if I wanted more, to which I replied I did. I was starting to feel very full and was torn between fighting this newer, more intense sensation and just giving in to it. Next I heard the words that never fail to make me quiver, "Good girl". I'd taken them all and he then told me to expect to feel even fuller as his slid his cock into my pussy and we fucked hard. It was amazing and I knew I needed more anally.
The next time I saw him he had warned me that we were going to have full anal. I was excited yet nervous all day waiting to see him. All I kept thinking was why did it have to be a guy with a huge cock I was going to let rodger my poor virgin bum hole. After he arrived I was on serious edge knowing what was coming. We didn't waste too much time.
"Get on the bed on all fours, now." I resisted, trying to stall for time which earned me a spank. "Now!"
Eventually I did as I was told and knelt, waiting, my heart thudding like crazy! He spanked me a few times to get my skin tingling. Next he inserted one lubed finger into my arse, immediately sending me into moans of pleasure, he added a second while I groaned and pushed back on his fingers. Next he pulled out a small glass dildo and gently pushed it in against my resistance. This feeling was something entirely knew and I loved it, I was groaning and desperate to just try and take his cock as this point. He seemingly read my mind, moving the butt plug away I heard, "You don't need that do you? You want my cock don't you?" Quietly and shyly I responded in a whisper "Yes".
I was still facing away from him on all fours, I couldn't see and didn't look what he was doing, concentrating on slowing my breathing and relaxing. I felt more lube being applied to my hole and a finger or two slipping in to help stretch me. Then I felt a hand snake around my hips and his head pushing against me, trying to gain entry. It took what felt like forever for me to relax enough to even let him try and enter me. Eventually, he popped in and at that moment it hurt so bad I almost shot off the bed. He commanded me to keep still and move back towards him. He pushed his head inside again and then held still, letting me get used to the feeling. After a few seconds to gain composure I gave him the okay to start moving which he did. I felt so full I thought I might split, but I was determined to enjoy it. I slid my hand between my legs and started rubbing my clit while he fucked my arse. I asked him to hold still and let me do the moving. Within a minute I had the most mind blowing orgasm pushing myself back on his cock.
I didn't fully enjoy anal until probably the 4th time I did it. Now I love it! I swear by a decent lube though!
DD xXx
Master and Slave Relationship?
So, I'm not entirely sure how quickly I want to rush into giving myself this label. Until a couple of weeks ago the idea of anyone "owning" any other human being was something that did not sit overly comfortably with me, even if it was consensual. I suppose I found the implications of the terms shocking. When recently talking to a female friend about the possibility of a threesome with me and Him I was shocked when she replied "I need to ask my master". Literally, goggle eyed, slack jawed, shocked!
After a couple of days to and fro-ing and talking in more detail with my friend, her master and my guy (from this point referred to as H) I slowly began to understand that her master was an ex who she still has a sexual relationship with and so he gets a say in who she has sex with going forward. Slowly and somewhat uncomfortably I think it dawned on both myself and H that our relationship wasn't a million miles from this.
I trust him implicitly and it is with him I have pushed every boundary I have and spent hours discussing my deepest thoughts and fantasies, things I cannot ever imagine discussing with anyone else and am still not entirely comfortable with. I have consistently turned to him for advice and even approval on my sexual relationships even when not together. We also have the most insane, almost visible sexual chemistry which makes it seemingly impossible for us not to want each other. Even talking about having sex with other people arouses us both. Hearing him describe fucking another woman gets me so wet, and him hearing about my escapades at a swingers club recently has got him as desperate for me as he was when we very first met.
Our relationship has always been that of me the sub and him the dom, and I have wanted constantly for him to be firmer with me, rougher with me etc. We have decided between us that he now has total control over my sex life, who I have sex with, when, where etc. I am perfectly happy with this arrangement as it satisfies my need to feel safe and looked after having had some bad experiences and sexually the realisation that I am totally his and will literally do anything he asks of me is the biggest aphrodisiac imaginable!
Would I say I'm his slave, I'm not sure still. But I have willingly handed over all control to him and am loving every minute.
I'd love to hear from any others in similar situations to see where similarities and differences lay!
:) DD xXx
After a couple of days to and fro-ing and talking in more detail with my friend, her master and my guy (from this point referred to as H) I slowly began to understand that her master was an ex who she still has a sexual relationship with and so he gets a say in who she has sex with going forward. Slowly and somewhat uncomfortably I think it dawned on both myself and H that our relationship wasn't a million miles from this.
I trust him implicitly and it is with him I have pushed every boundary I have and spent hours discussing my deepest thoughts and fantasies, things I cannot ever imagine discussing with anyone else and am still not entirely comfortable with. I have consistently turned to him for advice and even approval on my sexual relationships even when not together. We also have the most insane, almost visible sexual chemistry which makes it seemingly impossible for us not to want each other. Even talking about having sex with other people arouses us both. Hearing him describe fucking another woman gets me so wet, and him hearing about my escapades at a swingers club recently has got him as desperate for me as he was when we very first met.
Our relationship has always been that of me the sub and him the dom, and I have wanted constantly for him to be firmer with me, rougher with me etc. We have decided between us that he now has total control over my sex life, who I have sex with, when, where etc. I am perfectly happy with this arrangement as it satisfies my need to feel safe and looked after having had some bad experiences and sexually the realisation that I am totally his and will literally do anything he asks of me is the biggest aphrodisiac imaginable!
Would I say I'm his slave, I'm not sure still. But I have willingly handed over all control to him and am loving every minute.
I'd love to hear from any others in similar situations to see where similarities and differences lay!
:) DD xXx
Tuesday, 5 June 2012
My Journey Thus Far
In the space of a year my sex life is utterly unrecognisable. A year ago I was trapped in an unhappy relationship, having sex at best once every 6 months. Every fibre of me knew it was wrong, I have always been very highly sexed, from a younger age than I'd care to admit! I'd decided that for the sake of stability I could sacrifice ever having good, enjoyable sex again. I made that decision before the age of 20. I'd had a few one night stands before that relationship at university and thoroughly enjoyed them, never feeling the shame the morning after I was "supposed" to. Fortunately for me, I came to my senses and realised that I just could not be happy in a sexless, never mind loveless, relationship.
It's probably for that reason I cheated during my relationship, on three occasions, each time with the same go-to guy I had spent the vast majority of my teens fantasising while furiously masturbating over! Then along He came. My experience and enjoyment of sex was about to change hugely, I was finally presented with a chance to explore all my deepest thoughts. It was an unbelievably lust-charged affair, largely carried out in hotel rooms and dodgy apartments. Within days of first talking we were at it and He was the first person to really explore and show me what my body could do. I'd explored the idea of anal before, but he was the one to take my anal cherry the second time we ever met.
A whirlwind journey followed involving private orgies, swingers clubs and some amazingly mind blowing sex. After being on and off in traditional relationship sense during this time, we have now fallen into a BDSM Master/Slave relationship with it being totally natural. There is no role playing, it comes as easily as breathing. Numerous people have commented on the almost visual sexual sparks between us and put simply, we are addicted to each other and are seemingly incapable of staying away!
I will elaborate on the briefly acknowledged experiences and encounters over the last year or so when I have more time on my hands, but I thought I'd give you a brief(ish!) introduction to how I got where I am today.
DD xXx
It's probably for that reason I cheated during my relationship, on three occasions, each time with the same go-to guy I had spent the vast majority of my teens fantasising while furiously masturbating over! Then along He came. My experience and enjoyment of sex was about to change hugely, I was finally presented with a chance to explore all my deepest thoughts. It was an unbelievably lust-charged affair, largely carried out in hotel rooms and dodgy apartments. Within days of first talking we were at it and He was the first person to really explore and show me what my body could do. I'd explored the idea of anal before, but he was the one to take my anal cherry the second time we ever met.
A whirlwind journey followed involving private orgies, swingers clubs and some amazingly mind blowing sex. After being on and off in traditional relationship sense during this time, we have now fallen into a BDSM Master/Slave relationship with it being totally natural. There is no role playing, it comes as easily as breathing. Numerous people have commented on the almost visual sexual sparks between us and put simply, we are addicted to each other and are seemingly incapable of staying away!
I will elaborate on the briefly acknowledged experiences and encounters over the last year or so when I have more time on my hands, but I thought I'd give you a brief(ish!) introduction to how I got where I am today.
DD xXx
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